To leave without saying goodbye
reminiscing the memories
as more tears fill my eyes
I wanted to let you know
I'd always be by your side
but something was damaged
inside my mind
I couldn't control myself
it got worse with due time
some days are better than others
some ways I try to make things right
But you don't know the truth
about the demons that I fight
the way I lose control
of the personalities in my mind
the depression that decays
a heart full of light-
it was always an internal fight.
And now I write letters
I give calls and texts to
try to make things better.
I'm sorry I left
without saying goodbye.
I reminisce our memories
as more tears fill my eyes.
I just wanted you to know
I'll always be by your side.