You were never my adaptogen
getting me on the right path again;
feeding me what I need,
awake or asleep-
You're-
an antidote to help me cope,
my riddalin to help riddle again,
a blow of coke to make a joke,
a shot to the skin to feel livid again.
You were every kryptonite
twenty-twenty in my sight,
blowing smoke in mirrors
wish I could have seen it clear-
but all I could hear was the glass shatter of beer,
as your fists grew near.
You do it because you love me,
I'll say it because if not, I'll whelve deep
as upon my knees
you laid to me a reason
to never expect when I give
that I shall recieve.
You were every drug
when I just needed to be clean.