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Understanding

Maybe you understand

maybe you don't

know

I can be so dope, so-

open

you'd never see me choke

while in this reality

living with this blasphemy

connecting to fibonacci,

yet understanding the real me,

what an interesting creature to be-

connected with my higher

yet struggling with these-

little OCD tendencies-

and it shouldn't mean a thing to me

until I'm alone,

in my home, with clutter surrounding, suffocating, criminalizing me to 

my own catastrophe.

And all I  really need 

is a moment to let go

take a hit of that medicinal

and let it lift my soul

and just

be.

I just need a moment to breathe,

let go of this OCD,

say OM,

and feel peace.

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