But this is also the realist part of me
weeks of happiness
feeling I'm exactly where I'm meant to be
moments of sadness
crashing over me and drowning me in an ocean
of tears that feel like eternity
a thousand and one aquaintances but nobody around to comfort me
words left unsaid
lingering for years
bottling up inside
with demons fighting the thoughts
in my mind
creating unrealistic fears, lies,
and hours spent alone
over again
until grieving for the soul helps mend;
with candles burning
and music blared
this lonely heart yearning
to just not feel so lonely
sits in that moment
to think:
I'm alone,
But I don't feel lonely!
Hakunah-matata, it means no worries!