Hushing ME
and my BIG words
ignorance is bliss
when what I SPEAK is unheard
I'm just trending?!
NO, Bitch, I'm MENDING!
Mending a soul
that had to grow
at an age too young
for one to be alone.
Seeking VALIDATION?
From who? You?
Honey, I think not
flatter yourself no more.
Are you smokin pot?
Because I didn't see your hand
when I was fetal position on the floor!
Anxiety and Depression
crippling to the CORE.
But that's just part of me
not who I am, not any more.
See I picked myself up and
I had some family around
But I made the decisions
every time I moved to a new town.
And you think
I put on a SHOW for you?!
Honey everyday I live life on the brink
of life or death
it's the gift of my life,
and the fear created in my head.
See,
It's your ineptitude
of UNDERSTANDING me
that leads me to whelve my perceptions
somewhere so DEEP,
yet I'm a virago of a woman!
With an open heart
ready for redamancy
a hopeless romantic
open to Serendipity
artistic catharsis,
wont you believe?
I don't put on a show for you
I just live my life
to be the best version of myself
that I can be.