I can assure you
a fresh cup of coffee,
music, and being home
can solve 90% of your problems.
This isn't cliche
this is my realization today
because no matter how different you think we all are
I dare you to understand the meaning behind I AM.
You see
Coffee, Music and being at home
was the key to
relaxing in the present moment
and realizing
I AM,Is
ALL
THAT-
saved me.
There was chaos inside
for one day the demons
came alive,
they were ready to play.
Screaming, crying, swearing, driving away-
cussing truths, craving for something more!
Pedal to the metal,
horn whailing, screaming while drowning in tears,
trying to feel no more.
I've felt hunger,
in a world of grass fed lies,
all I wanted was a fresh salad,
hold the fries
give back the processed meat
to the industrialized farmers
in disguise.
I've craved love,
so full of my own,
humble enough to give it away-
but in my darkness
I was shown-
guided by my intuition
straight to the stage
where I shine brightest
without anyone elses' shadows
in my way.
But I wanted that comfort-
from no stranger in town,
musta been the desire
for all knowing love
from the big man and the angels
looking down.
I've felt the darkness,
supressed deep down
desperation to live to full poetential,
redemption to be accepted-
no consequential actions
waiting in line,
from the memories of the moment
I taste that home grown
numb my body for the first time
silincing those demons in my mind;
when I took that last sip of coffee
before the next song came on,
writing wisdom
from darkness
the sweet essence
of self.
I AM,
helped.