You dont NEED anybody
what you NEED is to accept yourself
first and foremost.
If you can make it through the night alone
and I'm saying
thru the tossing and turning
crying and screaming
gasping for air and dry heaving
longing for someones comfort and the grieving
fighting the shadows and facing your demons
praying to a god, hoping and believing that
there's something more
and then you rest,
exghausted,
I applaud you.
You did it.
Those nights
(and we've all had them)
will make you fucking Unbreakable!
As you've shattered unto the air
within those nights
every part of you that craves something more
someone more
there you go.
You've released that part of you
and through the light of day
FILL yourself with the new
accept the beauty you see
and know one day
the most beautiful part of love you wish to recieve
will come back to you
infinitate little particles of yourself will be floating in space
finding that new love
wether it be a person, a hobby, a part of regained self esteem
you don't need to fear honey,
you are the love you wish to recieve.
Do what you have to do,
just know the difference
between
want
and
need.