I'm doing it back now
I didn't love you
I never did.
You were lead and I
was paper thin.
So I left you-
made it end,
again, and again.
Doing to you what all the others did- to me-
but you see, they and me
had a history.
I only wanted you
when I was lonely.
p.s. let go of me,
I don't want you to hold me.