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Dear sister

I hate that you don't talk to me

It's been a couple weeks now 

And it still bothers me

To know I'm at home - sitting alone

With no where to go

And no friends to show 

The love that you hide

Because we're blood and it hits 

Hard in my heart

Knowing you've been falling apart

And all I get is to see the scars you call art

On your wrists, legs and arms

And I don't know

When it's gonna end- because 

You stopped when we met,

But I see I was just a trend

To help you mend.

But here we are 

Same home, same town

Yet we're still so far

From what I thought we would be.

See you were waiting for me

It was hide and seek, yeah, till I turned 23.

But close to three damn years later

I thought we'd be closer but here's another piece of paper

Where I write to you

My heart's so black and blue

Still waiting for you.

And who knows

Time will pass by

More tears I will cry

Not because you weren't always by my side 

But because I only saw you when you cry.

And good damn I wish you would reply

Because so many times I fucking tried.

You said "things are good" 

But I know a fucking like when I feel it

And I want you to know

Sisters are Forever

Yeah I mean it!

So next time you get that razor I hope you break it

Because nothing breaks my heart more 

Than knowing I was right here

When you needed me,

But you kept bleeding, see

I love you and I miss you

And I don't know how I could forgive you

If you took your own life 

With the blades or a knife.

You think you've seen me so happy right?

Well what you percieve ain't all right 

And I know damn well 

You're strong enough to fight 

The demons in your life.

So hit me up next time you ain't feeling alright,

Stop and breathe for a moment

Remember,

I'm here for you sis.

I hope you get around to reading this letter

I promise it'll take time

But things will get better

I want to make memories together

Not be alone crying- holding your sweater

Living on my own

Till we're both in heaven 

Until I finally get to be with you, us together, forever.

I love you sis.

Hope you got around to reading this.