Although you may have loved and helped
To see her pass her endeavours especially during her worst nightmares
You have left hidden scars in her that she can never cure and never to show
Was it selfishness and desires that led you to your generosity
My heart bled not only with blood and tears but with the deepest uncurable cuts forever
An eternal wound to feel her pain. But I thank you for saving her when she needed breath
To keep her still in body but not in spirit...I thank you because you have given me the pain
To continue her life..for me to take the pain and her wound to be kept in my heart.
My love, no greater than yours, but my wishes least greater than yours
To own, to possess not only body but spirit and family and dreams
To keep her happy as I have wished , to trade my pains in exchange for her secret
To allow her life to at least become a common life, to forget her past
He said brief moments together with another brings about memories that lasts a life time
I said memories are just scars marked in the heart and only you can judge if you wish to keep them
Her memories have became my scars, though can never be covered or healed
Her secret have become my secret but my heart can hold not much as it is already bleeding hard