Unbroken promises
what does that mean
sun scorched surfaces
remain in my dreams
I hate to sleep
The dreary brow
steeped in sweat and grime
the weary growl
filled with bitter lost prime
I hate to sleep
The bone twists
the sinue twine
the soul resists
the teeth grind
I hate to sleep
I remember a time so long ago
a time of vigor, when the old man wasn't so close
I remember a stage of my life not below
A place where happiness and peace were not an overdose
I hate to sleep
What the hell am I doing here trying to live with what never was
Why does the bell that awakens me not begin to sway
So many images are screaming through my head all abuzz
so many tears that the flame just burns away
I hate to sleep
They say what does not kill you only makes you stronger.
I am not strong, I am weak
I am not joy I am weep
I am not true I am bleak
Dammit do I hate to sleep.