It
came today
encased in white from far away
The dirk sent to strike, and ruin my day
You always had the last word.
As i sit here, the contents blurred by my eyes
As i weep here, knowing everything dies
All eyes had to be on you
I remember back in the summer of 98
how you took steps to seal our fate
You never could tell him no
I remember the winter of 01
You reached out, but i was done
You never did let me go
Now it's so many years later, and yet here you are in front of me
Still wearing that sun dress, drops of dew christen your lips
I had you in my hands, and the day at my side
Running hand in hand like school kids
Over the hill, up to the ridge
To look over the valley
As if we were it's guardians
but they're only memories,
Never to be seen again
It's cold where you are now
overpowering smell of lemon
are you at rest, at peace
this I hope
as I
release