It's 1:50 am on a Wednesday morning
I'm sore, tired and slightly reminiscing
of the times of past, and the souls I once knew
not all of them bad, just a slight darker hue
but this ain't some sad tale of days gone by
nor is this some ballad or mournful sigh
no, this is me on a Wednesday
wondering bout life, love and dismay
not overly sad, nor am I filled with rage
just feeling a little melancholy
with a side dish of age
you see I've been on this earth for 39 years
I've been cut, beat, and shed many tears
Ive been high off the hog, I've wallowed in fears
but for what?
it's still Wednesday morning and I'm still here
I'm not some great hero who saved the world
nor am I some Villain who's twisted and curled
I'm not some quiet genius with the cure to cancer
nor am I some street fighter filled with rancor
I'm just me and sometimes I hurt
I'm never free and sometimes I hurt
but not tonight
It's 2:30 am on a Wednesday morning
I'm old, mired and slightly subsisting