The ache is almost to my throat
another day of nagging pain
why do my feelings feel like a joke
why do the days feel the same
the outside is cold and gray
kinda puts me in a melancholy mood
is it so wrong that i want it all to burn away
alas that may be a bit crude
I want to be good, i want to be clean
but the sickness is so black while it clings
I want to feel joy, i want to be well
But the sickness is so black transforming the cell
Maybe it's for the best
I really can't say
Maybe life is just one big test
well then, I'm ready to walk away