I smoke absently while Jeff Buckley cries out Halelujah
I am stumbling again, mumbling about being broken somehow
I am crowded lowdown and blind
I'm an addict through and through it all you're here
Your prayers are a nuissance, your love an irritant
a constant belief in what i know to be false
I know me for what i am, unworthy and marked
An orphan by choice unstuck in time
resigned to a lesser fate, yes, and yes, and yes I know
the cries of healing come and go again i know
epiphany and clarity are temporary
I run away a little every day but i won't go
I love you back i do. I'll come around.