Lightning
I paint her with my memories
Dry and silent, vice-tight in my thoughts
Clock-tick reminds me of mid-night
alone in bed
I paint with my memories because I want to see
her smile
Because the clock will not let me – live
down the past
I paint dry lightning skies above her
Thunder cracks upon our ears
after lightning has been thrown
The strike seems a quietus
on the horizons of Bremen’s sky
but am I wrong?
I rest my face on the page
smear the paint
and hope for more Photos
Hope-for tomorrow – isn’t working
Inside – in here – in memories
I touch her chin
Run my fingers up the cheek
A cupped-hand upon her outline
She leans into it – softly
Warmly
Eyes close like a lover in the hands of her lover
I paint and paint and paint
The canvas is awash
Our four feet daring to fall off its edge
To jump
over the roof tops of Plesse Burg’s valley
to set foot on the grass
again
But I feel I want more
I feel memories are not meant to painted
like lightning
So far away from home