When sleep is broken crumbling like break-
glass. Pieces descend
Seizing the stars pushing me down
I push back cumbersome –
my voice struggles un-heard
I want to tell you I’m okay –
even as I become mute esophagus and spine
It’s not as bad as it looks
I would lie.
Slumber-ripping tremors open me up
Back arches tempestuous wrenching
I want to reach for you I need you
to reach for me I don’t want to think
of the darkness.
I want to tell you I’m okay –
even as they strike me unexpected; sudden
It isn’t as bad as it looks
I always lie.