Always All For You

You know, I just want to die.

I don't even want to say goodbye

You know its true,

Cuz when I see you,

You can feel my pain, its true.

I thought you loved me,

You said it straight and forward.

And I believed you.

But in the end,

Its always, all for you.

I know your thinking of yourself,

So hey, you think you can just throw me back on the shelf?

You think I don't have feelings too?

Well guess what, I do, I do love you.

So when you threw me away

Did you think I didn't love you?

Well, what can I say?

Except I do, I do love you.

I'm writing this out of anger,

And out of my pain and sorrow.

I'm writing this in thought of you,

Because what happened, I had misconstrued.

I thought you loved me,

You said it straight and forward.

And I believed you.

But in the end,

Its always, all for you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is how I feel when somebody says they love me, and don't mean it.

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Halee Brown's picture

Oh my god!
I can't believe no one has commented on this. It is absolutely beautiful. I love it. I love your work. Even though I don't know you, i say it for effect, I love you.
Anyhow.. that was awkward... but I really do love this piece especially ( even though they are all great). I also want to say I agree with you, and I know how you feel with your comment
"This is how I feel when somebody says they love me, and don't mean it."
I've gone through that a lot, and I know what it feels like. Feel free to email me, or look at my stuff.
I think I found my soulmate. later Matt.

Kaija McMillen's picture

Hey Matt!!!!
This is another awesome poem!! I love it!! I also know how much it sucks when somebody says they love you and dont mean it. I actually had somebody say that 2 me then broke up w/ me the next day. But yeah, not about me. I jus wanted 2 say your work kicks major!! Love it!!
Love you*honestly matt i do and thank you*
Kaija