Through out the years I've caused many tears,
and built many fears.
I've broken a heart and since then I've been unable to restart, the taste still being too tart.
Most of my loved ones pleeds I've failed to comprehend,
always having a wall to self defend.
But what did they expect? their emotions were like the wind.
Always in a different direction,
when all I wanted was their love and affection.
And yet they still wounder why most of my work
is in the darker section under self-protection.
For a while now I've been confused in which direction to go.
For most of Life's questions, the answers I do not know.
I do believe my path is near, but even of that I have a fear.
Self-doubt and not knowing what's going to come about,
Enough frustration and pain to make an end and get out.
My future will come regardless.
I just hope it's pain is far less
and without so much stress or mess.
Maybe then I could progress
and find my pretty woman in a dress.