I cannot carry this burden
on my back any longer;
it’s weighing me down.
It drags me on through
the muddy pits of misery,
and my feet are stuck.
When it seemed everything
was falling into place,
You came and took it away.
Now these hands are
empty, my back tense,
my tears flow loosely.
My eyelids are closing;
I’m so near giving up
but you keep me standing.
Why do You have me here?
All I see is pain and loneliness
on the distant horizon.
I am not strong enough;
I’m beaten down so much.
I can’t take it anymore.
God, if you are there,
show me your purpose
for this meaningless life.