When you rejected me
and the world around me
seemed to cave in,
I screamed and sobbed
and spewed my hatred at him.
But he still stood by my side
and held me and reassured me
that I was worth loving,
my life was worth living.
Because he loved me
more than anything
and with that,
my guilt washed over me.
And the realization
hits me even harder:
he is everything
I've ever prayed for and more.