You told me the most excruciating words any man has ever told me in my entire life and it was uttered without a ting of anger or resentment but it stung like no other words ever have...
I don't even remember what you look like."
When I had for 5 years looked back on our time together thinking you were the only man I had a genuine connection with, you were forgetting me. Day by day. Until I wasn't even a memory. I was a set of characteristics- blonde girl who talked alot. Well I was never blonde and when I talked a lot, it was because I felt connected to you more than I was to anyone else. But you didn't feel the same way then or now. I was just a girl who wouldn't shut up even though I saw it as baring my soul to someone who I thought cared about me. And when I thought we had connected in the physical sense you were just a horny guy that couldn't even picture my face anymore. And you will never know how much you devasted me then by rejecting me for a relationship. That was the catalyst to the worst 6 months of my life. But somehow God redeemed my wrongful thinking and brought me a man that over the same time frame memorized not just my face, but my entire personality. And if I ever would have asked, he would know the answer to everything that made me who I am from the tiniest detail to the something so blatantly obvious as the color of my hair.