I haven't been happy
for quite a while.
I lost who I was;
I forget who I was.
I let trivial things
take over my thoughts.
I allowed my feelings
to dictate my moods.
Living inside myself
was never the answer.
Darkness permeated
and depression pervaded.
When I internalized.
I became my own poison.
Then I started living
for those around me.
Until joy returned
and hope settled in.
That's when I realized
happiness is loving others.