"Good morning sunshine", he said.
But I'm not sunshine.
I'm light swallowed by darkness-
sun trapped beneath moon's craters.
You are under false delusions
that loving me is something worthwhile.
But I've tried for years to be
be someone who is whole.
It's a hopeless pursuit as I
rely on others to fill me.
I see my marriage faltering
under the weight of my yearnings.
He's never going to make me happy
and, plot twist, neither are you.