If You Say So

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Tributes to Lovers

You were everything to me-

my beginning and my end,

my calm and my chaos.

 

You were my whole world,

and it ceased revolving

when your voice stopped

spinning in my mind.

 

You knew you were 

my gravity, my grounding, 

and you reveled in it.

 

You got off on this hold

that you had on me,

this attachment I clung to.

 

And when I finally accepted

that you were destroying me,

I voiced my farewell.

 

You cavalierly repeated

"If you say so" over and over,

dismissing my final words

and implying your power over me.

 

And God, you know how hard 

it is to say goodbye,

the hollowness I feel

without you in my life.

 

Despite time and distance,

you will continue to 

control me like hypnosis.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Thomas

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