Maybe I want to
crash and burn;
maybe sabotage
is my middle name.
I sometimes think
I deserve heartbreak
because it is all
I've ever known.
Rejection knows
where I live;
I have been spurned
one too many times.
And so I will push
you until you crack,
give you every reason
to destroy me again.
Just let me hurt,
let the tears drown me
until all that's left
is a puddle of me.