I remember that phone call
when you shattered my hopes.
I had talked to my friends
of how I thought I had met my one.
And then just like that,
my dreams were destroyed.
A future I created in my head
on all my sleepless nights...gone.
Your rejection led to my downfall,
and I'm still paying for my mistakes.
For years I lived in confusion
as to why I wasn't enough for you.
I'm sure I didn't cross your mind
while I couldn't get past the heartbreak.
I remember every detail of you,
while you can't remeber a single one.
I have tried forgiving you but
that pain runs deeper than I realized.
It's true hurt people hurt people,
but our scars are not the same.
I can't help this grudge I still hold
and how you led me on, to watch me fall.