It was so nice to talk to you again,
hearing your voice after years.
Catching up and coming clean-
laughter followed by truth bombs.
How is it that you get me
to spill my guts every time?
I tell you my whole life story
when usually I'm the shy one.
It reminds me of the way
I am with my husband.
I guess I'm only comfortable
with guys named Chris.
I never got closure from you;
mixed signals confused me.
You liked me but you didn't
want to be with me.
So today I got the answer why,
and I heaved a sigh of relief.
When before I dreamed a future,
now I'm glad it didn't come true.
You wouldn't have made me happy,
not like I am with my husband today.
You couldn't support me
nor comfort me like he does.
Back then I was attracted;
but seeing you now, I wonder why.
So I got the closure I needed
and only grew to love my life more.