I've been alone all my life
looking for someone
to come alongside me
and face this world together.
I counted on the wrong people
and when they were taken away,
I lost a part of who I was too.
But all this time I was
selling myself short,
giving discounts to strangers.
I used people like
they are objects, not humans-
relationships were transactions.
No wonder I was alone.
I spent every night wrapped
in my own arms wondering why
life wasn't going the way
I had always hoped for.
I fought through the darkness
and I was losing the battle,
every day becoming weaker.
I was feeling hopeless, lost;
I didn't know where to turn
until I looked up to the heavens.
Then I realized you were by my side,
from the beginning you were with me,
loving me when no one else did.
Your love transformed me,
taking my broken pieces
and reshaping me into something new.
I took the long way but
for once and all I'm finally home;
Now I see I was never alone.