It's been a month since I last heard from you;
I didn't respond because I moved on
but this time I was the one to say hi.
You always call me beautiful and sexy
and right now, I need to hear it again.
I'm headed your way soon without my husband
and I have the brilliant idea to tell you
that I want to see you again.
And you love to hear it
and here comes the dirty talk
(only type of conversation
we were ever good at).
I just want to see
your bright blue eyes
and that devilish grin
(though we both know that's a lie).
I know I shouldn't;
I know you will walk over and try to kiss me
and then we both know what comes next.
Then luckily
(and not because I came to my senses),
all of our plans fall through
and I never get to see you.
But still that desire lingers,
and a dozen pictures and videos later,
I realize how destructive I'm being.
I don't want this;
I don't want you.
I'm just horny as hell
and you're playing along.
I know what to say to get you turned on
(call it a talent)
and man, it feels good to know
I can make you hard with just my words
and some flashbacks from years ago.
Well, we had our fun,
but now it's time to say goodbye
(though we both know that's a lie).