I've got a couple screws loose
(maybe more than a couple).
My brain synapses don't always
fire the way they should.
I'm prewired to sabotage
every intimate relationship.
So please forgive me when
I attempt to steer you away.
Please understand that I don't
do it because of who you are.
I'm just predisposed to ruin
any good thing in my life.
Maybe it's because I don't
think that I deserve love.
I also replay each heartbreak
I've experienced too often.
I'm sorry for my flaws but
know that I still love you.