The softness
that was once
in your eyes
is gone.
I don't know
if I can ever
look at you
the same way
again.
Now your face
will always
trigger me.
Your gaze
will hurt me
every single time.
It will always
remind me
of the time
it was cross.
I'll be forever
traumatized
by your words.
It will stay
in the back
of my mind,
unconsciously.
Your anger
has become
a permanent memory.
And when I forget
and start to be happy,
I'll remember all over again.