For all the times
I've felt pain
over the years,
you have hurt me
the most.
When my heart
was broken last,
I thought
you would heal it.
But you were
the reason
my life spiraled.
You are the cause
of my self-destruction,
the reason
for my demise.
All my mistakes
I owe to you;
all my bad luck
stems from you.
When I look back,
I have you to
thank for everything
that went wrong.
And here I am,
in ruins,
and you have no idea.
You don't know
the effect your rejection
had on the course
of my life.
It was the last string
of a series of betrayals,
the final straw
that wrecked me.