I've spent my life
living in your shadow
until darkness became a shroud.
And it swallowed me whole
like the moon eclipsing
the brightness of the sun.
You took away my shine
and dulled my spirit,
turned my heart black.
You made me feel invisible
and the world perpetuated
this belief until I disappeared.
I isolated myself because
misery sure is inviting
when you wear it like a blanket.
Depression is warm and comfortable
when the alternative
is unfamiliar and unsettling.
I wish to be unencumbered
by these doubts and fears
and find my light again.
So I stepped out of the darkness
and turned my cheek to the sun
and basked in it until it healed my heart.