I remember
the first time I held you;
you cried in my arms.
I felt so rejected
especially when
I was dealing with it
in other parts of my life.
I wanted to cry
in that moment too
just like you.
And I started to hate you
because like everyone else,
you wouldn't accept me.
But you were an infant;
you didn't know me
so why was I to be
hurt by your tears?
To you, I was a stranger,
holding you hesistantly-
that is why you cried.
The next time
I cradled you more confidently
and you slept in my arms.
This is what I would
have been missing
if I lingered on the first time.
I gave it another chance
before I made this snap judgment
about you.
And this time,
I nearly cried
at how beautiful it was.
And isn't that how
I should confront every situation;
never letting first impressions
ruin my confidence.
Give myself time
to adapt to the environment
and realize a stranger
has no power to reject me.