I'm realizing that I will do
whatever it takes to have
a warm body next to me.
I agreed to meet with you
knowing you were not passionate
but animalistic in nature.
A rendevous with no romance,
filled with grunts and groans
and minimal eye contact.
I was thrown around like a rag doll
and I felt like I was watching myself
from outside of my body as you used me.
You were turned on
when I choked on you
and when you held me by the throat.
Now I have only sore legs
and bruises as a reminder
and a memory I wish to forget.