My most cherished conversations
have been in the front seat of cars
and my favorite memories
(and least favorite)
in the back seat.
I became vulnerable in both places,
some to my benefit,
other times to my detriment.
On these lonely nights,
I want just anyone to care about me.
Anyone at all.
Doesn't matter who.
If I can't have him, you'll do.
But when I kiss you,
I will imagine I am kissing him.
My heart belongs to him,
but he doesn't want it
so I have to find a way to move on.
I thought you could make me forget him,
but I miss him all the more now.
I remember our last conversation in the front seat
and how I bared my heart to him
and that final passionate kiss in his back seat.