I met you after work
in an empty parking lot.
Your tinted windows
hid our dark deeds.
Few words were spoken
before your tongue
found my mouth.
Then your fingers
reached for me
and searched inside me.
I felt like a dog bowl
as you lapped me up,
moaning as if I quenched
your parched throat.
When I couldn't climax,
I made you believe I had,
putting on a performance
for your pleasure.
So I went through the motions,
pretending I was enjoying myself
even though I wanted it to end.
I knew what was coming-
you pushed my face down
and finished in my mouth.
Then you held me in your arms
as a single tear fell
from my cheek to your chest.
I cried all the way home
and immediately jumped in the shower.
I tried and tried to scrub
your scent off of my skin,
gargle mouthwash until
your taste was gone.
But your memory could not be erased;
the thought of what I subjected myself to
was enough to make me gag.