You are right about me;
I understand your frustration.
I'm exhausting,
I know.
I go through the same cycles,
never growing.
This has gone on so long;
I sound like a broken record.
I have been so careful
with who I bared my soul too.
I trusted you
and still you walked away.
You left me with the excuse
that I don't listen to your counsel.
I heard every word,
but each one cut deep.
You don't think
I want to change?
You don't think I want
to get better?
Of course I want to recover,
but the task seems daunting.
And now without my therapist,
how could I hope to improve?