The worst part of a relationship is the end.
All the words left unsaid,
all the feelings thrown away.
I have so many unanswered questions.
When did you begin
having second thoughts?
Was it something I did
or did your feelings slowly fade?
Did you even get sad
after it was over?
Did you even shed a single tear?
Closure is so elusive
when the heart is involved.
No one wants to watch something die.
But I had front rows to our demise.
The screaming,
the distant kisses,
the awkward glances,
the long silences.
Those were clues
to the mystery that would unfold.
We never once had a conversation
about why everything changed
when I returned
from my overseas trip.
There was something unspoken
that altered the course
of our relationship.
We both grew in that separation.
Instead of absence
making the heart fonder,
we grew apart.