I don't know how
I didn't die when
I held my breath
for 12 straight hours
waiting to hear your voice.
And when you spoke,
I exhaled a sigh of relief.
You had no idea
the tears I cried
into the night
thinking it was over.
I wish I never met you
because the thought
of losing you
is unbearable.
Now that I know you,
I want you in my life,
but it seems you don't
feel the same way.
I don't mean anything to you
otherwise you would have known
that a day without you
is more than I can handle.