I fed on the attention
you gave me daily
like a blood-sucking parasite.
But I was passed over
for the next girl
like so many times before.
I'm pretty enough for a while
but not special enough
to be called yours.
My eyes fill with moisture
broken by the fact
that we will never be.
I don't know what it's like
to have a man look at you
without lust in his eyes.
While I hate that look,
I also crave it until
they are drained of compliments.
Eventually they leave me
like you have done,
abandoned me to loneliness.