I was trapped in a pattern
of try, fail and repeat
so eventually I stopped trying.
But you said I wasn't meant
to carry this weight.
Your shoulders could
support my burdens
better than my weak body.
I've wasted half my life,
but now I give the rest to you
to provide a new direction.
Finally I know what life can be,
so I'm chasing after it.
Show me your heart
and change mine
until it mimics yours.
Reveal to me your purpose
so I can change the world
in your name.