Another one bites the dust. Not surprisingly. They always do. Something inside me told me this could be "the one". Our first few dates were amazing, some of the best I had ever had. We were headed for success. Then he became busy and I grew paranoid that he wasn't being truthful. I was so desperate for attention and it showed. He started pulling away whether he admitted to or not. I was so needy and I thought he didn't mind. I fell too hard and when he didn't run scared I thought it work out. Stupid girl. We had one perfect week that I could keep in my memory. The rest was a disaster, and I was the culprit. He tried; he truly tried to put up with me but I was a lost cause. I was like a broken record, scratched beyond repair. I kept playing the same tune on repeat, the same sad melody. No one could sit through that for more than a few days.