Addictions start with people
trying to escape their realities.
My life isn't everything
that I'd hoped it would be.
It gets terribly lonely
since I have few to call friends.
So I obsess over people,
letting them consume my mind.
I have been deprived of love
for most of my short life.
Now that I've possessed it,
I crave it like a thirsty soul.
I have a codependent streak
and you're next on my list.
I worry I'll drive you away
and be left alone again.
But this time it's different,
you're unlike all the rest.
This could be something special
that could last forever.