The ticking of the clock
means another bomb
is about to go off.
She raises her voice;
he raises his fist.
And I lower my head
as my eyes well up.
I'm the byproduct of their mistakes
so does that make me
the reason for their problems?
I inhaled their hatred
and called it my own.
I breathed those hand-me-down words
back out at anyone who came too close.
They filled my lungs
with the pain of rejection,
but I don't want to choke.
I was exposed to the fumes
of my environment,
but I don't want to be
the victim of secondhand smoke.
Will I be the one to
break the habit?
Will I be the one to
rise above the ashes?