I was so attracted to you
that it's clouded my judgment.
Your piercing eyes
pierced my heart,
and I was bleeding dry.
I tried to force you to love me
but you couldn't be controlled.
Love shouldn't be like this
where I pursued you.
Love should be easy;
it should take no effort.
All we had was physical,
we couldn't agree
on the things that mattered.
I just wanted to be happy,
but you left a bitter taste
in my mouth.
You gave me no explanation
so I raked my brain trying
to make sense of what was unspoken.
You bruised my ego
but didn't break my heart.
You did not have permission
to destroy me.