I should be used to the cold;
it's all I've ever known.
Summer months are short-lived,
but the winter is everpresent.
I miss you like the sun,
but you found
your own sunshine elsewhere.
I have never seen you smile so big,
all because of someone
I never thought you would want.
I tried to be enough,
give enough, to keep you around
but it was all for naught.
Even though I should be glad for you,
your happiness brings me to tears.
You moved on and left me by the wayside,
to collect the pieces of my heart.
I never even got a proper good bye,
just unanswered calls
and a photograph that said it all.
It's been months
and I should be over you by now
and if you see this, I am over you...
[but deep down I never will be].