Stolen Smile

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I have become a shell of a person,
disgruntled, easily angered,
perpetually depressed.

 

How did I turn out this way?

 

Looking at scattered photographs
reveals a different picture.

 

I was happy once,
naive, but unequivocally hopeful.

 

Now sadness and rage reside
behind the smile.

 

An unmistakenable emptiness
is evident in my eyes.

 

Why did I become so disheartened?

 

What happened in my past that

destroyed my innocence?

 

I may have an absentee father
and an overly critcal mother.

 

I may have distant relatives
in more ways than one.

 

But are these excuse enough
to have lost my joy?

 

Where once I held loved ones close,
now I stand far apart,

 

I maintain a space for my hatred
for this so-called family.

 

These are people who have hurt me
in inexpressable ways.

 

They have hardened my heart
and stolen my smile.

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