I'm lying here in a pool of tears
Trying not to face my fears
But what i see is all the fears i ever had
All the fears you promised over and over id never have to have
My tears feel like blood with every drop i feel exhausted....
Like im losing the life of me through every periodic shed.
What did i do to have my monsters take my soul and tare my heart to shreds
Why do my monsters keep taunting me if the truth is what you said, if what u said i was supposed to hold so dear you were offering me to the beast with my hope, my innocent mind believing you spoke the truth, trusting u didnt want me dead but now thats how i feel...dead. Dead inside. Dead inside i said. My hearts not red but thorns of
sadness and hurt instead, from all the blood i felt i shed
From all the lies.. The promises that you once said.... I feel dead.